Sunday, 27 July 2008

• Gwen Stefani - Cool
  It's hard to remember how it felt before
  Now I found the love of my life
  Passes things get more comfortable
  Everything is going right
  

  And after all the obstacles
  It's good to see you now with someone else
  And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
  After all that we've been through
  I know we're cool, I know we're cool
  

  We used to think it was impossible
  Now you call me by my new last name
  Memories seem like so long ago
  Time always kills the pain
  

  Remember Harbor Boulevard
  The dreaming days where the mess was made
  Look how all the kids have grown
  We have changed but we're still the same
  After all that we've been through
  I know we're cool, I know we're cool
  Yeah, I know we're cool
  

  And I'll be happy for you
  If you can be happy for me
  Circles and triangles
  And now we're hangin' out with your new girlfriend
  So far from where we've been
  I know we're cool, I know we're cool
  C-cool, I know we're cool
  I know we're cool
  C-cool, yeah, I know we're cool
  
  So this song is dedicated to an old friend... And a rekindled friendship...
  
  So in 4 months and a few days i'll be 18.  I've been thinking... am i prepared enough to be 18... a legal adult?  Am i actually mature enough to do that?  Will i be able to handle myself when i move out within a year?  I honestly dont know, but i do know it's what i want to do. 
  I really can't stay here for a couple more years... I'd suffocate.  I already find it hard to breathe, let alone stretch my wings.  Not that it's anyones fault, but to keep me locked up here would be the ruin of me.  I need to strike out on my own...  Live a little, figure out my weaknesses.  Decide how I wanna live, not how i have been taught.
  
  I find it neccassary to move on... With life.  Fresh air will clear my head and before long I'll forget how stuffy it gets here at home.  I am a good kid.  I do go a little crazy when i get a chance though. I get hurt easily, and i'll let you break my heart if you get close. I realize that some scars dont fade, ever.
  
  I think i'd miss them if they did.
  
  It's time for a pick-me-up... Although i think the well is drying up too fast for me to find another fix.
  I hope it's just me being paranoid...
  
  
  Give me a reason why i let you down, before you turn around.
  
  
  Don't forget me please.
  
  

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